so recently, miyavi and his wife melody finally had their baby. i'm so excited for them. it was a girl. they named her Lovelie Miyavi Ishihara. it's so cute! i believe they'll make really good and loving parents. just wanted to say that.
so with my life, i haven't been makin any youtube videos lately. i recorded a few random ones but i need to edit them.
and also about the weight loss. i was determined to lose weight but now i see how much work it really is and i kinda just don't have the courage to try anymore. i think it's because no one's encouraging me or making me go on a diet. i think the only way i can actually lose weight is by force by my family or friends. i need to be monitored on what i eat 24/7 just to lose weight. that's so pathetic but that's just the way i feel it would work. and also, a workout buddy would really help too.
but on the bright side, i worked out for 45 minutes yesterday! that had to burn some calories. i was hula hooping and dancing in the house. it was so much fun but so tiring. i was sweating so much. and also today, i've been doing some chores to keep me busy and moving. so things have turned around these past couple of days. we'll just have to see.
and another thing, i hate my scale. it's not a digital one like i wanted. my dad got me the wrong one. i hate the one that has the spinning dial thing on the bottom of the scale to make you cheat so you could feel better about yourself. i put the needle on zero and weighed myself. this was a week or two ago. it said i was 215lbs. WHAT?!! that's IMPOSSIBLE! if i weighed 215lbs, none of my clothes would fit me and my face would be blown up. it's ridiculous. that scale has got to be wrong. i want a digital one. to me they're more accurate. so to save my self-esteem, i'm not gonna weigh myself anymore...unless i get a new scale ;)
well that's all for now. i need to get to work on my independent japanese lesson. yes, i'm teaching myself japanese. it's a little difficult to teach yourself but the language itself isn't that complicated. since i listen to jrock so much i figured why not learn the language also? it's gonna hook onto me by singing the jrock songs anyway.
okay i'm gonna stop rambling now. sayounara!(goodbye)
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